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86. Low blood counts also make clotting difficult.
For many months during this period we lived in constant fear
that Josh would fall and bruise himself° Even a small bruise,
the doctors' warned_ could result in serious, perhaps fatal
internal bleeding_
87. As Josh's blood counts declined, his chemo-
therapy treatments became more and more erratic. Chemotherapy
is a harsh medical treatment and it cannot be administered
safely unless a patient has an adequate blood count. As Josh_s
counts got lower and lower_ we had to skip scheduled chemo _
therapy treatments_ He was simply too weak to survive them.
88. During this time we could never travel more than
an hour away from the hospital for fear Josh would need
emergency treatment°
89. Following Josh's second lung operations we met
with his doctozs, a nurse and a social worker to discuss Josh's
future. The doctor reluctantly recommended continuing Josh's
chemotherapy treatments° The social worker and the nurse were
less certain.
90. We tried to get the doctor to be specific about
Josh's chances for survival. After some vague commentss he
confessed that even under the best of circumstances_ Josh had
about a one percent chance of surviving for five years.
91. During this conversationp the doctor noted that
while a tumor was removed during Josh's last operation there
was no evidence of more cancer or additional spreading. Almost
as an afterthought he told us it was possible Joshes body was
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